philztsuki2817

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Deviation by philztsuki2817, literature

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Deviation

Deviation from my standards As the world's plans seem to hamper All of MY plans, and I just can't help But embrace the sense of pain That sense of misery, the shame That even in my brightest day Seems so fleeting, washed away It's truly dark, the time before the light The continuous cycle of day to night Moves all too fast for someone like Me, myself, and numerous "I's" A wise friend of mine told me That she dared me to be real Another friend told me that "It's more than okay to feel" She said, the funny thing about friends is, "It's why we're here, support and not ask questions" But for every one that I appreciate There are

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Inside me by philztsuki2817, literature

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Inside me

To all my friends Who only see the outside I'm like, 'lol' but I'm crying inside But I know to stay strong Cuz if i'm not then i'll die And i wouldn't leave behind my baby, knowin' her, she would surely cry And I, i'm feel bad for the ones i left behind but i know that they ain't worth it that's why they ain't still in my life Sometimes i take the fall and other times i take the blame But when the lines inside, they blur Then nothing else is ever the same This life is more than that, It's not some sick and twisted game, I know that deep inside there's meaning I know that us kids, we ain't to blame Even now, when the time

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I can't give it a title yet by philztsuki2817, literature

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I can't give it a title yet

I understand the truth That you never really cared What's left is the noise In my head, and despair Gotta fight this feeling that life ain't worth livin' To the point of givin' up And as the screaming goes, "I can't stand you anymore I should have left you long before I should've known things would go this far This is the end of everything we stood for" Broken down in silence Screaming at myself Through hushed breaths Wasting away, begging for death And once again I'm alone, like i knew i would be Sitting here, cracking up, Slowly killing the old me "And once again I am alone On the streets No one has a home" Don't kno

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Artist // Student // Literature

Mar 17
United States
Deviant for 14 years
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Feel it, brutha!

And fullscreen the ID, makes everything easy to see :P

The comment makes it obvious.

And... I watch out for meh peeps! Get to know me, and i promise i won't [usually] bite. BTW, this city looks so pretty, do you wanna burn it with me? :)

Favourite genre of music: Rock, Piano, Piano Metal, Nu Metal, Hard Rock, Heavy Metal, Alternative (rock, metal, etc.), and mor
Favourite style of art: Abstract, and more :)
Operating System: Win XP (for webcam), Xubuntu 9.10
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Shell of choice: KDE, when i can run it; Unity Or Unity2d; LXDE on Old Machines
Wallpaper of choice: Black and White, Kitties
Skin of choice: ... human skin, thank you.
Personal Quote: "... waddya mean it was laced with cyanide?"

Favourite Visual Artist

DAKaan, Chiara117, more :) check my favs

Favourite Movies

Dark Knight; Joe Dirt; 5 Centimeters Per Second

Favourite TV Shows

Make It Or Break It

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Cute Is What We Aim For, 3 Days Grace, BfmV,A7X, Disturbed, the Beatles, etc.

Favourite Books

Many; i'm an avid reader!

Favourite Writers

Indie poets, because i am one; Terry Pratchett, Stephen King, John Saul, Dean Koontz, James Patterson

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC, Wii, PS2, PSP.... in That Order

Tools of the Trade

Open Mind, bipolar disorder, good wordplay

Other Interests

Computers, Pretty Pictures, Love

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philztsuki2817

Nov 22, 2011

OY vey

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I'm happy. Yup. I am. Tomorrow i'm taking the A+ STRATA Exams :D I hope i do awesome XD I built a gaming computer, and I'm on it right now <3 I love it to death. Also, I'm about to go to sleep. Love ya guys (: Pray for me if you do that kind of thing, especially cuz I'm really stressed out about a lot of things.... but for the most part, I'm happy (: Sorry i haven't been on in forever D:

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philztsuki2817

Sep 11, 2011

High School

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Met a lot of amazing people in High School... MANY MANY Cool people there :) I love the level of expression that I'm allowed, especially in English. I hope that's not phased out D: Anyway... I've released a lot of poetry, here and on my gspoetry page :) It's become a lot bigger part of my life than I expected ;o I've had a few poems published. Don't know where, though xD Don't even care... I just want people to know mah nameee. :P Sorry it's been so long... thanks for remembering me XD

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philztsuki2817

May 5, 2011

Scary Stories

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... i've been out a lot... filming, recording... and running. It's.... so hard to find time when i'm looking over my back. It's not paranoia... because something DID happen. And until we stop recording (which we WON'T), they won't stop. ... I wish you could see the worst of it. The parts not caught on camera.... http://www.youtube.com/user/theoneswhoareleft ... new episodes should've been up weeks ago... but britton and dalton have dissappeared. The police are investigating as we speak. ... what if they aren't found?